I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go

Sunday, January 16, 2005

10:44 PM
but you never came...

just seen chin's bloggie ... feel so sad ... dunno why ... dun ask me why .. i dunno ... currently suffering from depression ... dun meet me up this few days .. i can't smile ... i can't joke and i can't laugh ... sigh ... feel like a walking zombie now and I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!

i'm a girl with attitude..

so what?

you can't do anything with me..

cos i'm a BITCH that says..

Babe In Total Control of Herself!

Just love this haha sound so ... ... so the ... GREAT!

Be careful of wad u guys say to me recently ... every single thing shall hurt me ... i've lost me defence armour ... i've lost my guard angels ... i've lost my confident ... i feel so so so sad! and shall need a long time to recover ... who shall protect me this period of time? You? him? her? thEY? thEM? nEH! I just wanna stand up all by myself! noone out there is able to help me out ... ... *SCREAMING* why am i still here to blog when i am still at chapter2 of MBS? decided to give up on that! yES! and i think i am going to! sHuckS !

Journey in my life dun always go my way. Its been nice and wicked with me. I hate living at times and i feel grateful sometime. I cherish my past and wonder about future/ Trying to pursue my dreams and believing that everyone has a unique life. Envying wad others have that i dun and looking back to wad i hav that ppl dun. I am moving on with my life and maturing along the way...