Its holiday!!! tends to push away all my thoughts so that to enjoy moi short little holiday ... Nothing much to blog during this period ... too many things to write but ... ...
Chu xi
Father's small brother de family came over for dinner ... ate ate ate BLOATED! O i shi neh! haha left over quite alot! and they bought home all! hmm... receive moi second angbao of the yr! hmm $_$
Chu Yi(FIrst Day)
Morning went ah ma hse and have lunch together with third aunty... goodies again! food food food ! loves ah ma's cooking ! its foever superb! thumbs up for ah ma's cooking! heehee acutally evening time had to go back and have dinner again .. but ended up all went back home and have a nap ... sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep till 6.30pm ba ... haha late for dinner then give an excuse to ah ma and push off our dinner ... so sinful hor ... its only the first day and we lied...
Chu Er(second day)
Daddy's sibling came over for lunch ... haix food again ... i am getting tired ... yaya i noe its delicious .. but i am tired of chewing ... lolx then sat for a few hours ... they haven;t seen me for 2 yrs due to working at carrefour.. public holiday is a MUSt work for me <-- poor thing hor? then keep touching me ... feel so the ... eeWWw... haha eat my toufu! Had dinner again at moi aunty hse ... sigh ... din eat much ... not much appitite ... wanted to play majong over there but ... ... sigh
Then proceed to a zhang bei hse ...
*Step into the hse ... din saw granny ...
*Step into a bedroom, saw her lying there...
A yr b4 and a yr after ... life is so unpredictable ... get to noe from my mum that theres a brain tumour in her head ... haix she was once an elderly whom is always so strong and loves to smile and jump ard?!?...
*Staring into her eyes... i feel rather uncomfortable ... ta kan qi lai hen xin ku ... she bearly able to move and can't walk at all ... she can't have an operation due to her age ... shall give her all my blessing just hope nothing will happen ....
Took a cab home picked up my hp(which i din bring out the whole day) and went to meet pear and chin for pool till 1230am then sat down under a blk and have a chat till 2am ... silient nite ... onli pear and me ... time seems to pass so fast ... conversation made ... everything came to an end ... drag my feet home and called it a day ...
Chu san (third day)
Morning went for MBS lecture and be a good gurl .. tok all the way till 1045am then went lab to complete moi MBS but .. ERROR! pissed off ... SPecial thankz to kelly ... we owe u too much my fren! wad can i do to repay all these? tons of guilt ...
Went back home ... mummy's side aunt coming over and have dinner !!! i am sooo hungry today .. din have breakfast din have lunch ... ate a stick of squid and prawn from old chang kee and drank lots of water !! sigh ... then left ...
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Had been eating and eating ... tired of all food ...
Uploaded of stress due to external factors... PRSS RC , HQ - VI , and ..... ......
HAven decide whether to join 50 - 50 for me ... somebody help me pls!!!
Once in great enthu
But u threw me down from high
Learn how to stand up by myself
Locking up my memories
U steal the key and unlock everything
Not begging for anything
I feel so useless
I am tired
Memories revealed once and again
Alot of things i wanna say it out
I knew i just can't say it out loud here
U may say i dun have guts
and i am standing rite in front of u telling u
I JUST dun have the GUTS!
Wanna sit down and have a chat with u guys
But somehow went speechless when we get to face each other
Stressful maintaining wad we had
One's leaving soon and whose nxT?
Nothing is forever
People come in and out
I am tired of repeating
I am tired of starting a conversation
Look at the bright side
that's wad i always do
But how long can it lasT?
No matter how bright a bulb is,
Fuse will burn out one day
No matter how long the candle able to last
It will somehow finish melting one day
My friend, you've tried hard
Everyone able to see
Have u ever wondered
The harder u tried
the more guilty i will be
It takes two hands to clap
No point trying hard at one side
I'm sorry
This is the most i can do
Maybe i've not tried hard enough
Maybe to them i am just nothing but a small pea in order to influence them
THey seems to be a stranger to me
I dunno wad are they thinking
I'm tired of guessing
They are starting to influence my thought
I feel unstable
Unstable emotion
Hey fren
In reality, things really can't go ur way
If u think that u are able to control the reality in the first place
You will be living in a perfect world(wonderland)
As age grow older
One should know that
there isn't anything called "perfect"
No one is is perfect
